There's a thin line between anguished despair and nihilistic optimism.

A thin, intentional line.

It can be alluded to, highlighted, charted, and otherwise discussed ad-infinitum, but it's damn near impossible to lead another to.

Only have one comment to read (and I'm sorry how much it cost) but it looks like you're at peace indeed.

Kudos to you, but remember you can backslide in acceptance and working back out is okay too!