Oh man, I'm so sorry about all this! I can't belive this thing about the therapists! Its always so hard to find a good therapists! It really shouldn't.

You're description of not caring enought to buy things on time but caring enough to yell at you really hits the nail on the head when it comes to asswholes in retail.

Christmas should be a good time, but so many people get so stressed. And the whole consumerism side of it is so bad. I wish you can go over it to have peace of mind after it.