That's... Really not encouraging
But it is true. I'm not writing a prophecy. I've been like this for decades now
I'm not sure how online dating was worse before, if anything is worse now due how many tiers and payments apps ask. Back then was cheaper and just one thing
Sounds like you are doing good despite being single, I don't have any friends and my only hobby is videogames, is literally the only thing that I like and even that is decreasing
People in general just don't like me, simple as that.
And that's the problem for many, we just don't have friends, we don't connect with anyone, social activities just ruin my day, I don't have a job and forcing myself at being more "normal" feels like a job. Is not natural. I wish people would understand me and some girl would just synch with me under those conditions, because I can be cuddly and likeable enough with one person. But I know that is not going to happen.
Stuff like these stories terrifies me from ever dating, even though I feel the sadness of being alone more and more. And I'm on my mid 30s but I just can't imagine being in more awkward situations than the ones I'm already forced to be.
I wanted to be a porn star as a teen.
Jesus fuck
Uber and stuff are for rich people. Taxis even worse, I'm doing this just to find a job
I don't even chat privately online with anyone, I only get hurt and rejected.