I told my first gf I was bi and she brought over her other boyfriend to tie me up and fuck my ass <3
Met a fellow 30something crossdresser and free software guy on Hinge. It seemed like a great fit. We met for coffee and talked for a few hours, then he told me he wasn't gay and didn't want to meet me again. For fuck's sake. My ass won't destroy itself. 🥵😭
Now that I've scrolled through 1000+ profiles and determined that they aren't gay enough for me (I don't really go for masc/closeted/straight-looking people and I try to limit the age range to 25-40s) I really need to figure out what the fuck part of this community I'm overlooking or not understanding. I'm willing to drop out of college and move for the right relationship. Ever since I became a gay femboy, things have gotten harder.
Are long-term master/slave dynamics common in the gay community?
My sexy fun for the year seemed to start and end in July. It seems I can't get much, but that doesn't stop me from trying. I brought a gay friend to a BDSM group a couple days ago, and he politely observed and listened to people talk. Very quiet and non-confrontational sort of guy. I don't think he's interested in me.
I've also taken an interest in niche dating sites - made an account on Duolicious and managed to make contact with a metrosexual 24-year-old, but he's so incredibly shy and reserved that I don't think it's going anywhere. I also found a site called Sissy Island, but they're having server errors. If I could date only in femboy and sissy circles, especially if the crowd skews more to Gen Y, I couldn't ask for more. My sexuality is abnormal, and I guess I'm going against the grain by avoiding people I'm not attracted to, since the standard for my generation seems to be having no standards.
As a pansexual BDSM bottom I'm always looking for weird things. The thing that stuck out the most to me was the girl that wanted me to kill her. I did not oblige. We were very drunk.
Not everyone with breasts is a woman, or queer for that matter. There are plenty of bigger guys with moobs. I'd like to know if those daddies get off on nipple/breast play as much as I do.
The sad reality is that when you look at the files being requested, it's usually scrapers looking for exploits.
I've been using C++ almost daily for the past 7 years and I haven't found a use for shared_ptr, unique_ptr, etc. At what point does one stop being a noob?
TheSluttyMelon is exactly my type <3
A mutually destructive long-term relationship with an aggressively sadistic transwoman who keeps me tied up when I sleep and rapes me multiple times per day, and neither of us have any limits or inhibitions to prevent one from molesting the other at any time, but she dishes out discipline when she deems I deserve it, and the fruits of our love are watered with tears.
I've started cross-dressing more and I find that it scratches that itch. Women's athletic wear, specifically sports bras, really sends a message.
I'm traaaaaaaaaaans! Started estradiol and spironolactone last week. They say it takes like 10 days to a month to notice things, and so far I haven't seen a reduction in sex drive or alertness beyond my usual ebb and flow. Hair loss hasn't changed either, but my facial and body hair is thinner and softer, improving the feeling after a shave. Finasteride or dutasteride would do the same thing, but I'm hoping for eventual total feminization if possible. (I'm fine with having a dick, but I'm a bottom so I don't need it.)
I'm fascinated with women's fashion, and my makeup collection now fills a purse. Between Goodwill and Amazon I've accumulated a fairly complete wardrobe. It's mostly slutty stuff of course, and it's always slightly disappointing that I don't yet have titties to fill the tops. I really dig the schoolgirl look. A cosplay set I bought comes with a microskirt that feels like a 26" non-elastic waist (I'm 30", maybe women's size 5 or 6) so the thing rides really high and exposes my junk. UwU I'll be replacing it with a better fit when I go out in public. Hoping to get groped by a stranger on Halloween or something.