Some days I feel so unappreciated at work, especially when I do things and put things in place to try and be more efficient at work and planning ahead to avoid disasters and more work.

I should just shut up, work my hours and get out of here instead of constantly trying to improve things.

Had the meeting with HR today. Thankfully it was someone who I chat to casually about things and helped me with some personal matters.

Wanted a recount of what I had been through and all the steps taken and how the end result ended being what it was.

Wanted to know if I was supported and a number of other things that I’m failing to recount now.

Also chatted about my stress enlightened me to what I could use my personal leave on and will get back to me on the technicalities of when and what I can use it for but apparently she has the power to authorise some of the leave so I’m waiting to find out the details.

Also did my shopping, was pretty busy thanks to Black Friday sales.

Also I have acquired pizza! 🍕

Finally managed to get a hold of one of my friends.

Been an unlucky day where I’ve been able to reach anyone.

Just talking a little bit on the phone helped me a little bit with my stress and anxiety.

I’m so grateful to be able to do that but I hope he’ll be able to call me back to talk more as I know he’s been busy.

Woke up in a massive panic this morning to an overdrawn back account message.

Panicked like hell to try and work out what happened.

Commbank have really stuffed up and duplicated transactions and now has left me overdrawn and unable to get anything today.

They better fix this up. The duplicated transaction was the biggest thing I had to pay, why couldn’t it have been an 8 dollar transaction?

Finally got food into me.

Not feeling too great today. Was out grocery shopping and felt a wave of dizziness and, ears felt blocked and I came down with major sweats.

If I didn’t have a wall or trolley with me I would have needed to sit down right then and there.

Anyway I did manage to do my shopping and I am home now.

Going to maybe get another sandwich and coffee and sit down for awhile.

Cooked some chicken nuggets for dinner. Simple stuff tonight.

Almost went for some dim sims. Maybe that’s tomorrow.

I am currently taking my break away in another team’s work room since I seemingly cant take breaks at my own desk.

Been gifted a Lindt chocolate ball by a kind resident team member.

Shame though that I’ll only have my phone to enter myself but better than nothing.

Going to try and chill quietly and alone today with my coffee.

Things could be tense for awhile since the altercation this morning that I had with my co worker.

Back home now after work.

Don’t forget to get petrol folks. Price is expected to go up in the next few days.

Also to end the day I was greeted by this after it rained.

Well this is fun. We have an intruder at my worksite and we’re under lockdown now.

Well I’m in my car at the moment and no one’s allowed entry I presume until they resolve this.

I'm sorry to hear, I think maybe you should pop down to the Emergency Ward and get something sorted.

You shouldn't be having to figure out how to get help while your health is deteriorating.

Is there anything we can help or do for you to get your health back on track?

Time to switch off the news.

All this Trump stuff making him out like a hero makes me sick to the stomach.